hopes remain unfulfilled

I came to IIM with an hope of mutual transfer of knowledge with those around me. the system of IIm's since we are flooded with assignments never actually allow us to work in a group its always divide the work and group..

So some of us decided to start a group and I took the lead. My plan for the groups were too big, in the hindsight, but I did a mistake I never took the views of my group members. it was always about me I think and when this happens you know the results are. Today I have left the group as I have understood the preferences are different. As a souveneir of one more unsuccesful attempt of doing something I would write here in the blog about the group

Firstly I thought I would introduce the whole group but now I think I would go with a group introdn

The group was lively no doubt about that, each member was brilliant and filled with ideas and contributed immensely to the group but slowly the spirit died or as I can see the IIM won again. the workload took its toll those who have promised to themselves to be different were taken y the river of exams and flurry of assignments. the post were getting vacant slowly like in the case of Lord of the rings( alas here no one came to help) as leader himself was full of attitude and did not foresee what was coming. he remained too much preoccupied in himself wanted everyone to work according to his prerogative. He was insensitive and did not understood others reasons. result can be foreseen by a child it was crystal clear as a result of a deer in front of cheetah the group slowly died members leaving the group.
Now situation has come to a level where if group is not dis bundled than the problem might result in some issues among group member. I know that therefore will allow to die a slow painful death as I cant see any other path.

Today I am sad, angry and exasperated and what not. I would always remember "Sector Analysts"

Hey it was gr8 working with all the group members an immensely talented pool of individuals with whom I might not get a chance to work much now as the "SECRET SOCIETY" has ended. the fun and enjoyment was immense it was really gr8.

Hope it never ended............................................................

living two hours just for myself

Have you ever be alone... roaming without purpose alone in a shopping mall with weekend crowd..if you have you will endorse my view its quite different actually would say its enthralling.. and it gets better when you are there just there and not thinking about anything...I have never lived better two hrs alone just letting my thoughts pass through my mind and not lingering on them.. i wud love to pass next weekend like this alone and aloof and not thinking.

the story is becoming more interesting. a study group I have formed is on verge of being dismantling I have been chosen as MF coordinator and has taken my first responsibility in the college. So now I have challenges of making that group work again and making MF a learning center.

The club of booming enterpreneur..is my aim now

its getting quite generic now

Hey now its getting too generic
Bored with exams
really now thinking to take some resolutions on new year.. again I am thinking why resolutions at new year dont work and actually u dont need resolutions to work on something

Little puzzled

I suggest take a resolution of thing that you dont want to do and if newyear theory works you might end up leaving that habit..:-)

so a coffee does the trick

so i am back not to my usual self bt just a controlled usual self

a coffee alone in a cafe.. a talk with my sister and thought process over a question brings me back..
i realised its not that you have to take drastic steps but u need to take steps ....definitely friends helped me a lot..

i love the people around here they are not like what i thought wht i would be getting here. they all are lovely chaps mostly out of politics and life loving person.. i think you get what you deserve.. and i deserve them .. i love you all andy momo doc yogi sukaran cr chameli ravi jaju baccha............................ the list is long.

but word of caution if tht happens again thn.....

PS: exams are thr and thistime serious dangers of getting DCPs..hey god i am coming

AUI

How will I carry this on

so i that to become a non-interactor. is it possible for guy like me to do it naturally don't know but one thing i realized ( think i know this before but again was in front of me) is that friends will be friends whatever the case may be. how andy deleted the alert that he could easily have made fun off.. is a live example of this. I don't want to run away from friends but i think i have to. I have left with no choice as such.

lets see whts thr stored in future...