its getting quite generic now

Hey now its getting too generic
Bored with exams
really now thinking to take some resolutions on new year.. again I am thinking why resolutions at new year dont work and actually u dont need resolutions to work on something

Little puzzled

I suggest take a resolution of thing that you dont want to do and if newyear theory works you might end up leaving that habit..:-)

so a coffee does the trick

so i am back not to my usual self bt just a controlled usual self

a coffee alone in a cafe.. a talk with my sister and thought process over a question brings me back..
i realised its not that you have to take drastic steps but u need to take steps ....definitely friends helped me a lot..

i love the people around here they are not like what i thought wht i would be getting here. they all are lovely chaps mostly out of politics and life loving person.. i think you get what you deserve.. and i deserve them .. i love you all andy momo doc yogi sukaran cr chameli ravi jaju baccha............................ the list is long.

but word of caution if tht happens again thn.....

PS: exams are thr and thistime serious dangers of getting DCPs..hey god i am coming

AUI

How will I carry this on

so i that to become a non-interactor. is it possible for guy like me to do it naturally don't know but one thing i realized ( think i know this before but again was in front of me) is that friends will be friends whatever the case may be. how andy deleted the alert that he could easily have made fun off.. is a live example of this. I don't want to run away from friends but i think i have to. I have left with no choice as such.

lets see whts thr stored in future...

Imagine the hypothesis

I am feeling low actually psyched out. why?? its an illusion for me.. if any one here can help that would be great.. but can any one help ny body out is it possible in life.. or do we really help anyone.. actually this is confused same as my state of mind.
I have decided to write my life as it is going on in IIM. code words be used

So today I am feeling dull. why?? a small instance of walking out and thn the following instances. dont know what has happened but have decided to be more or less be a non- interactor.

Just now baccha came to my room. he has won first competition of his life wanted to share his joy but a cold response from me and that was intentional was what he found. i am happy tht i am successful and I know this is not right. lets see what happens and how the drama unfolds.

does it happen to you also

does this happen to you too. do you feel ignored sometimes. did you feel that there is nothing worth to live for. you feel dejected and the worst person on the earth and that you are not of any value anymore that every one hates you..in turn you decide that you will change your normal self and you will not talk much you will keep your thoughts to yourself..i call this stanalone...It happens to me quite a lot so i thought whats the solution.. i decided to give one of the gandhi's talisman a try where he said whenever you are not not happy think of the poorest person you have ever came across and you will know how lucky you are.. so i decided to use it in my way whenever i dwell into this stage of roguishnesses i decide to think how many person i have ignored in my life due to any reason whatsoever and i start to feel good..i understand its not necessary that everyone will entertain you every time.. there are reasons which you cannot fathom and sometime there are no reasons but they might be in the same phase you are in..so nxt time you are in stanalone..try this out.