Just thought to put it on

सरफरोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
- By Ram Prasad Bismil

सरफरोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है,
देखना है जोर कितना बाजुए कातिल में है ।

करता नहीं क्यों दुसरा कुछ बातचीत,
देखता हूँ मैं जिसे वो चुप तेरी महफिल मैं है ।

रहबर राहे मौहब्बत रह न जाना राह में
लज्जत-ऐ-सेहरा नवर्दी दूरिये-मंजिल में है ।

यों खड़ा मौकतल में कातिल कह रहा है बार-बार
क्या तमन्ना-ए-शहादत भी किसी के दिल में है ।

ऐ शहीदे-मुल्को-मिल्लत मैं तेरे ऊपर निसार
अब तेरी हिम्मत का चर्चा ग़ैर की महफिल में है ।

वक्त आने दे बता देंगे तुझे ऐ आसमां,
हम अभी से क्या बतायें क्या हमारे दिल में है ।

खींच कर लाई है सब को कत्ल होने की उम्मींद,
आशिकों का जमघट आज कूंचे-ऐ-कातिल में है ।

सरफरोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है,
देखना है जोर कितना बाजुए कातिल में है ।
रहबर - Guide
लज्जत - tasteful
नवर्दी - Battle
मौकतल - Place Where Executions Take Place, Place of Killing
मिल्लत - Nation, faith

is recession over ( Series 1)

On monday stock market makes history. It does what it has never done..within 20 seconds trading day was over..ohh as an investor I am happy my stock is 25% up and next day it does not loose the gains of monday. so it strenthens.

This event needed an analysis both from stock market point of view and fundamental point of view..this thought came into an unstable mindof mine tht just loves finance n Economics to the core..( if i did nt like enterprenurship the way I like it now..i Wud have been somewhere analysing this for earning bread n butter..nyways)and than I thought why n analyse it as a blog..so I decided to put my try to this blogger world( too much of a prologue I think ;-)

So firstly just trying to differ fundamentals and stock market point of view.. Fundamentals includes Corporate results and general Economic envioronment of the country and
Stc. Mkt point of view includes How does stc behaves( what drives market). Some Imp points include
1. Money Flow
2. Investment scenario ( political stability is one of the criterial)
3. FII's Investment
4. Speculative drive ( this.. yeah this made the Asian tigers crash in 1998's)
I have excluded fundamentals here..wait for tomoro for the reason n further analysis..

PS: Its in series so tht u guys dont get bore while reading..actully feeling sleepy ;-)..waise kya koi padhne bhi wala hain isse :P

I just found who I am

I just heard a line on TV sapne woh nahin hote jo neendo me aate hain sapne woh hote hain jo neend bhaga dete hain..or those are not dreams that comes while you sleep instead dreams are those which takes your dream away..

So I thought what is my dream and I realised I have no such dream..this all nonsense of me becoming an enterpreneur is stupid..this is just running away from myself, the true me who is afraid of his inability to succeed..who things he cannot survive in corporate world so why even try..only thing which gives me kick in life is thinking and talking..giving someone else advise that I didnt follow, thing tht should be done tht I have never done.. i am fed up of expectation around me, nt frm others but my false expectations frm myself..when I know I cant do that why do I try to show tht I can do tht..
I have no goal in life just keep on doing what I am doing trying to be happy in whatever I do..yeah I am happy relaxed looking person but is I really happy..no one can be happy If he tells such lies to himself..I am not satisified with what I have done but try n say to myself its ok you dnt want much..I want more..I want tht has never been achieved..I want to be a superhuman..but yeah I dnt work for tht so basically I just think n dream..
I want to achieve a lot and let someone else do it for me..this is a bad situation to be in and I am in this..I will like to get out of it..
so what I can do( first thought in my mind comes is bring your goals to a achievable level) so my mind ditches me It cannot fight my body or is it that I cannot fight my mind.. this is all in my mind..My lethargy n everything else..or is it I am not made for all this.. I am made for living an ordinary life..
Even my dreams of becoming a CA and after tht an IIM alumni did not gave me sleepless nights.. one time I cud nt sleep is when it was for playing cricket.. i cud have played it anytime day or night or when the temprature was 45 or 5 or where players were 0 or 11..when it was night or day I didnt care so was tht my dream..
I believe in Karma but do not perform it..I need a drive in life that can make my night sleepless I dont want to sleep now.. I have slept enough.. I want to get up in life and achieve something now..
Adrenaline has allowed me to post this on web quite possible it becomes for my own consumption ..

Why I am not focussed..Why I am running from Myself.. Why when I want to enjoy life in different manner I am living it like any other person.why I am araid of failiure when I was never before..where is my energy gone..Why I am not coming back to what I used to be..why I have stopped thinking while walking when everyone else got irritated .. why I have stopped going out..drinking coffee.. even stopped trying to flirt .. why I am afraid of no again.. why I am not confident enough.. Why I am not critical enough and becoming more of a politically correct person..where is my stupidity gone
Is this the reality tht has struck my flight towards dream.. or I am finaaly maturing losing my child like energy and believes.. when I used to not think before doing something or is it I am afraid now that my type of life dont exists..
dont know and dont want to know eiether..only thing I want is to get back to tht naughty stupid energetic Prashant..Come on u can do it dude